hey, the last time I’ve written an article is when, I guess I am waiting for my final interview,and it’s April 2019 now. starting the 2nd quarter of the year,
A lot of events happened, there was this moment of happiness, grief, resentment and depression.
Right after my last posted article, I got hired with my dream job, yes. technically my dream job and position. It was one of the best moments of my life, my dream job with my dream salary. What else could I ask for?We celebrated Holidays together by the end of 2018.. and I thought this year could be the best start of the year, thinking
I can fulfill my mom’s dream little by little.
Dec 30, 2018, early morning, my mom was rushed to the hospital, days after, January 1, she died. It was the most painful of my life. Seeing her lifeless, with all our hopes and dreams of being together. And then I asked myself, why now?I was waiting for my first salary to give it to her, as I happily told her that it was my dream digits, that i can buy most of the the things she wants in one fell swoop. I never questioned God for taking her, I prayed to God that she’s happy always up there.I really miss her. It’s like I lost everything. Now, I am enjoying my dream job and make the best out of it, I may be a handful to my superiors at this stage but I always make superiors
that I will try my very best.
I even joined my sister in her Financial Advisor career, I passed the licensing exam and i’m preparing for the training weeks from now.
I learned to value life more. I got consistent with my routines, ,waking up 4am in the morning,help sis in the kitchen,. and i
always have my packed lunch. I learned to value money more. As I have plans on investing on some properties.
I prioritized taking my health seriously. Even my outer self. I always wear sunscreens now and have everything moisturized.
I learned how to distance myself to a lot of people,. I think trusting is hard enough.
I got some new consoles and still keep the older ones . I do play on my free times.
I still fool around buying figs.. but I think i’ll be selling most of it some other time soon.
I can say I got only 2 real friendS? and I dont have any plans on incrementing them.
I am becoming exposed to most software infras and platforms, mostly using rest api’s with my work,.
I learned that it is fun to have virtual work mates,since we are from diff countries,They are really good people.
I got stronger /longer patience than I had before. and it feels good not to have pointless arguments
i usually go home after work or eat out alone if I wish to.
I love my sibling and nieces more and spend most of the time with them,
I really want to drive my own car, but i think thats not possible now,
I was able to buy another led monitor and I really enjoy its wide screen and high reso.
My childhood crush responded to my linkedin message for the first time in forever. 🙂
I have surrendered my future love life to God. I m too lazy to find him.
my superior said he’ll be uploading my first package in github, it was one of my dreams. I really worked hard for that.
Still I don’t know what lies ahead of me. I trust the process. I will live life to the fullest and make the most out of it.